Yeah...that's where I've ended up thinking myself, basically. There are shows I've hate-watched before, and there are things I get out of that. But I tend not to enjoy myself the way I do when I'm fanning on something I genuinely love (even if it has parts that I grit my teeth at). A little negativity can be fun on occasion, but as the major way of fanning, it's not great (for me, anyway!)