Ah, it's a little hard to explain - basically, the situation I have right now is coming to an end thanks to other factors - people leaving, and such - and if I wanted to stay, I'd have to find a new place and a new job and such. And as much as I do enjoy living in Japan, I don't see a future for myself here - I really don't want to be an English teacher all my life, and there's not much else in the way of job opportunities, and there's a lot about America that I miss. I do feel it's time for me to leave, I have for a while; it's just that now the actual moment is arriving, I'm struggling with it. I had almost as much trouble picking up my roots to move here - change never comes easily to me! But, yeah. It's time. Just melancholy about it..
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winterfish
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Date: 2009-05-07 06:37 pm (UTC)