I am screaming very softly with feels, this is all - a lot, and so beautifully urgent and horrifying as Zhao Yunlan starts out fine and is then having to hold it together for Shen Wei through all his worry. And Shen Wei trying to deny he hurts, and then hurting visibly, and then Zhao Yunlan having to hurt him more to fix him...! It's so good, it's so much, but Zhao Yunlan is holding Shen Wei together so he can heal himself and. And aw.
Shen Wei jerks back. “I’m– I’m sorry–” he looks confused, doesn’t even know what he’s apologizing for but he looks caught and guilty for it anyway. OH SHEN WEI. This is so perfect. And so upsetting but in the best way?
“Oh god, Shen Wei,” he exhales, voice is tight in his throat when he sees the rest of the rebar, which sticks out at an odd angle from – do Dixingren have kidneys there? The bit about kidneys reads so much like Zhao Yunlan's mind trying to process what's happening and grasping for details to keep from getting overwhelmed by how awful it is - I love it.
Zhao Yunlan takes his hand and lowers it so that Shen Wei looks up at him. “You need to heal yourself, Shen Wei,” Zhao Yunlan says carefully. “Can you do that?” He brushes the back of his knuckles against Shen Wei’s cheek, praying that the touch will help anchor him. THE TOUCHING. I AM SO WEAK FOR THIS. ;_;
“I’ve got you, baby,” he rasps into the dusty silk of Shen Wei’s hair, barely aware of the rescue team picking their way toward them. FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELS. ♥♥♥
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Date: 2019-10-09 05:24 pm (UTC)Shen Wei jerks back. “I’m– I’m sorry–” he looks confused, doesn’t even know what he’s apologizing for but he looks caught and guilty for it anyway.
OH SHEN WEI. This is so perfect. And so upsetting but in the best way?
“Oh god, Shen Wei,” he exhales, voice is tight in his throat when he sees the rest of the rebar, which sticks out at an odd angle from – do Dixingren have kidneys there?
The bit about kidneys reads so much like Zhao Yunlan's mind trying to process what's happening and grasping for details to keep from getting overwhelmed by how awful it is - I love it.
Zhao Yunlan takes his hand and lowers it so that Shen Wei looks up at him. “You need to heal yourself, Shen Wei,” Zhao Yunlan says carefully. “Can you do that?” He brushes the back of his knuckles against Shen Wei’s cheek, praying that the touch will help anchor him.
THE TOUCHING. I AM SO WEAK FOR THIS. ;_;
“I’ve got you, baby,” he rasps into the dusty silk of Shen Wei’s hair, barely aware of the rescue team picking their way toward them.
FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELS. ♥♥♥