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Will be continuing with "All the Difference" as soon as this is done. Which ought to be soon, there should be maybe 3 parts to go after this. So almost in time...is anyone else dreading the final SV eps, and what havoc they could potentially wreak on canon and chars, even as you look forward to them? What an odd fandom this is, for me, anyway...

Smallville: Contingencies, 4/? {4,405 words}
PG-13; Clark/Lex; 6th season; angst, drama, h/c
Lex, forced to his last resort, comes to the Kent home, and Clark must rise to the occasion, as he finds himself questioning his assumptions about his dying enemy.

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Date: 2007-04-17 06:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hils.livejournal.com
Oh, god, my hearting is breaking here :(

Date: 2007-04-18 03:22 am (UTC)
ext_3572: (lex's evil switch)
From: [identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com
Aww...thanks for reading!

Date: 2007-04-17 06:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aerynvala.livejournal.com
omg *sniffles* yay for Clark (and Chloe) realizing that they really don't want Lex dead. And yay for Clark going to Jor-El to try to find a cure/stop gap. man...you're just breaking my heart here. :)

Date: 2007-04-18 03:23 am (UTC)
ext_3572: (lex - villain)
From: [identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com
Aw, thanks...yeah, it sure took Clark long enough...

Date: 2007-04-17 06:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jakrar.livejournal.com
So beautiful, and so heartwrenching! I still want to smack Clark and Chloe for not realizing what Lex has been trying to do with 33.1 and the rest, but Lex hasn't yet had a chance to make it painfully clear, and neither Clark nor Chloe is exactly open-minded where Lex is concerned. *whimpers and hugs Lex* Am waiting breathlessly for more!

And, yes, I am very much afraid of the remaining SV episodes. My hopes do tend to rise a little at the thought of the CLex-in-a-cave one, but I try not to get too excited; knowing the SV writers, I'm fairly sure that what could have been a fantastic episode will be terrible instead. *deep sigh* This is not a fandom for the emotionally fragile.

Date: 2007-04-18 01:16 am (UTC)
bradygirl_12: (Default)
From: [personal profile] bradygirl_12
This was a great chapter! *wipes eyes*

I, too, am afraid of what Smallville has in store for the final S6 eps, and you're right: I'm not expecting too much from the Clex-in-a-cave episode. They'll find some way to screw it up!

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Date: 2007-04-18 03:28 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com
Aw, thanks!

Date: 2007-04-17 07:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] earthkitty.livejournal.com
You are making this so very real. I love that you aren't taking any emotional shortcuts, not scripting any unbelievable epiphanies or ignoring all that has passed between them. Clark has seen Lex dying on his couch for hours, and is only just managing to admit to himself that he even cares, yet the connection between them is completely palpable.

I think this is the best Season 6 fic I've seen, and definitely one of the best post-rift ones overall.

Date: 2007-04-18 03:31 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com
Thank you! I find slow emotional revelations much more satisfying than rushed ones, but I always worry if I'm going too slow, or too fast...anyway, I'm very glad to know the pacing works for you.

There is far too little s6 fic that I've been able to find (it is a depressingly difficult season to write for...) so I'm happy this one satisfies!

No, I'm not dreading the final eps...

Date: 2007-04-17 07:36 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
... since I don't watch the show, and haven't since the second season. I just follow some of the discussion here and there, and read the fan fiction, and I have my own version of Lex and Clark, where they live happily ever after. It's all fantasy, anyway. Not Real Life. :-)))
From: [identity profile] greenlady2.livejournal.com
... not some evil spammer. I forgot to log in. :-)))
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From: [identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com
Hee...yeah, I think I was happier with SV when I wasn't actually watching the show (but MR and TW are still so pretty! And it is rather amusing to look for the Clex even now...)

Date: 2007-04-17 07:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dogwoodblossom.livejournal.com
Aww! I'm all teary here. Lex is my baby. You wouldn't kill my baby would you? This story will have a happy, everybody's alive, dancing, skipping, tra la ending right? Right?!

Date: 2007-04-18 03:33 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com
Heh...I don't like to spoil my own stories! guess you'll have to wait & see *wicked chuckle*

Date: 2007-04-17 10:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bagheera-san.livejournal.com
This chapter was awesome.

You almost had me crying. That very rarely happens. Also, I think I have an idea how this will end, and... heh. If the solution is going to be what I think it's going to be, that'd be... very cool.

He's still a guy we used to know. Thanks! I wish the show would play that angle more. I want them to be angry at Lex not only because of what he does, but because it's personal! Lex is not Lionel, not just some evil guy come from the big city, he's *someone they used to be friends with*.

For a long time now Clark had felt as if he were moving toward something--as if he were falling and getting closer to the ground, as if he were a bullet or a cannonball hurtling through the air and the target was approaching. His destiny, the truth about not what he was, but what he was going to be; for a long time it had terrified him, but when he touched the smooth blue-hued facets, when he looked at the crest shining in the sunlight and thought of everything it represented, the future felt possible, and not so terrible after all.
Great paragraph :) Oh show, if only you forgot about the stupid teen romance...

Date: 2007-04-18 03:38 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com
Ooo! hee! Thank you! I love getting an emotional reaction...and I'm way curious now about your guessed ending. I have a hunch it's close, if not right on target...

I wish the show would play that angle more.

It's one of the more interesting things about SV, and yeah, they don't do enough with it...if they're willing to believe such terrible things about Lex, then their anger should be more personal. Instead Clark is in denial that they were ever friends at all, and Chloe...I don't know what's up with Chloe...

Date: 2007-04-17 11:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] annakas.livejournal.com
Ohhh Clark is finally starting to realise how important Lex to him still is.

Awww poor woobie Lex breaks my heart.

annakas

Date: 2007-04-18 03:39 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com
Yeah, it took Clark long enough!

Poor Lex. Even when he's a supervillain he's still a woobie...

Date: 2007-04-17 12:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lapetite-kiki.livejournal.com
Oh, that was so poignant!

Date: 2007-04-18 03:41 am (UTC)
ext_3572: (lex - villain)
From: [identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com
Thank you!

Date: 2007-04-17 01:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bonehed.livejournal.com
Excellent chapter. You've got me holding my breath and sitting on the very edge of my seat. I'm also considering not going to work today - just in case you post another chapter...

Date: 2007-04-18 03:42 am (UTC)
ext_3572: (lex - villain)
From: [identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com
Hee! The next chapter should be posted tomorrow, before the new ep airs...
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Date: 2007-04-18 03:42 am (UTC)
ext_3572: (lex's evil switch)
From: [identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com
Aww, and thanks! More soo~n!

Date: 2007-04-17 02:04 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] lukita.livejournal.com
My heart is going to be all bruised and doing an impression of a three legged horse by the time this fic is through. Mmmm~ I love how both Chloe and Clark doesn't want Lex to die because he was their friend. Eee! Only a few hours left to go, I shouldn't be this excited about a fic, but well, I am. ♥

Date: 2007-04-18 03:43 am (UTC)
ext_3572: (lex's evil switch)
From: [identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com
Heh, thanks...I love getting emotional reactions! Hope the rest of it lives up to the anticipation...

Date: 2007-04-17 02:09 pm (UTC)
danceswithgary: (Default)
From: [personal profile] danceswithgary
You're absolutely breaking me here with dying Lex and helpless distraught Clark. Nothing could hurt him; he was invulnerable. Even the Brainiac contamination probably wouldn't kill him, that was how strong his body was, but he wasn't strong enough to stop shuddering. "I don't want him to die. I don't want Lex to die, Mom." *sniffle*

Have I told you how glad I am you decided to write CLex again? If not, please consider this my heartfelt thanks that you're back. :-D

Date: 2007-04-18 03:44 am (UTC)
ext_3572: (lex's evil switch)
From: [identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com
Aw, thanks, and you're welcome - I'm very glad to be writing Clex again! Even if the show does hurt to watch...

Date: 2007-04-17 02:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] morganlilah.livejournal.com
See this? *points to fingers bloodied from clinging too long to the seat edge* Can you pleasepleaseplease put Lex & Clark (and me) out of our collective misery?

I need to go lie down and comfort myself with the Subterfuge fics.

Date: 2007-04-18 03:45 am (UTC)
ext_3572: (lex's evil switch)
From: [identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com
There'll be more within a day or two! And more Subterfuge 'verse when this thing is done, I've got several things in mind...

Date: 2007-04-17 05:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ladydreamer.livejournal.com
I'm glad that you had Chloe state that Lex is a person because I honestly cannot fathom her suggesting that they should let him die from her behavior on the show. She's continued to try to save him even after she made it clear that he's the "devil" or "has scales" or whatever the hell she believes, even when Clark rolls his eyes and goes to Washington to get his ass kicked instead of helping Lex.

You're pretty on with the miscommunication between her and Clark, though. Clark gets upset, it's all over him and he's unable to hide it, usually. Chloe does, and she jokes and says blunt callous things to make it not real so she can go on with her investigation without crying like a baby. I think she's got Lex's departmentalization thing going on, only not to the same degree for lack of soulcrushing trauma.

It's nice to see Martha being a compassionate person for them. It's so poignant when Lex mistakes her for his mother for a moment. Poor Lexie. Fighting evol all alone. Someone hug him! *looks at Clark* :(

I'm laying in the preparations to go into FULL DENIAL MODE on several fronts with the final eps of S6. I slide further and further into AU.

Date: 2007-04-18 03:51 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com
I wish the show would delve more in to the former personal relationships of the chars. The bizarre disconnect with Chloe calling Lex a monster but still being the maid of honor at his wedding would make more sense if they emphasized her denial more. It is a human reaction to compartmentalize, like you were saying, and I think both Clark and Chloe have managed to separate Lex the Evol Villain in their minds and hearts from Lex the guy they used to hang out with in a coffee shop. And yeah, Chloe definitely uses humor and sarcasm as a shield against the really scary things she deals with...

*joins you in s6 preparation - welcome to my bunker, located in Egypt along de lovely Nile!*

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Sorry

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Date: 2007-04-17 05:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] attaccabottoni.livejournal.com
You know, I'd rather it would have been a trick. I could take the cruelty of deception, but not the reality of the seemingly inevitable loss. Lex's pain-filled delirium reminded me of a recent personal event so much I had to stop reading for a few hours.

I really don't know what else to say, because I could hardly hear myself think with all the wailing for Lex in my head. Well, other than I have been loving the exploration of Clark's feelings towards Lex so far (because that has always been a painful lack of that in SV canon except for a handful of episodes, and hardly any since S6 due to their antagonistic relationship), and your description of Clark's pain makes me forget my own for a while.

Date: 2007-04-18 03:54 am (UTC)
ext_3572: (lex - villain)
From: [identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com
Ow...sorry to hit too close personally, I always feel uncomfortable doing that with fic (it's why I tend to write alien viruses and things rather than anything real, even if I try for realistic emotional reactions to the unreal!) But glad to provide a distraction - I often take comfort in the angst of fictional characters. And all the better if I can make it work out for them...

Date: 2007-04-17 05:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yma2.livejournal.com
Oh, that's so very sad. The I loved the way you described Clark's emotions here, and Lex's illness and yeah... beautiful. I especially liked the part where Lex called Martha mom, so sad....
Really loverly fic this, really loverly.

Date: 2007-04-18 04:04 am (UTC)
ext_3572: (lex's evil switch)
From: [identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com
Thank you! Poor Lex, I am being quite terrible to him, even by my standards...

Date: 2007-04-17 05:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] norwich36.livejournal.com
This chapter really hurt. I love your depiction of Clark, though, how mixed and confused his feelings about Lex are, and I really love how torn he is between searching for a cure and being with Lex. And this paragraph just about broke me:

Clark felt like he couldn't breathe, standing in the warm yellow kitchen with his arms around his mother, the air stuck in his lungs like glue so he had to fight to force it out. "I don't want to see him die." He was shuddering just from the effort of breathing, like he was in pain though nothing was hurting him. Nothing could hurt him; he was invulnerable. Even the Brainiac contamination probably wouldn't kill him, that was how strong his body was, but he wasn't strong enough to stop shuddering. "I don't want him to die. I don't want Lex to die, Mom."

Date: 2007-04-18 04:06 am (UTC)
ext_3572: (lex's evil switch)
From: [identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com
Yeah, Clark is so emotionally bewildered, it's interesting to explore his perspective.
And thanks - I have to admit, I was hoping that paragraph came across as pretty shattering...

Date: 2007-04-17 06:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] brandil.livejournal.com
you are *killing* me

Date: 2007-04-18 04:07 am (UTC)
ext_3572: (lex's evil switch)
From: [identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com
Thanks! Or should I call an ambulance??

Date: 2007-04-17 07:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] frelling-tralk.livejournal.com
Excellent update!

Date: 2007-04-18 04:07 am (UTC)
ext_3572: (lex - villain)
From: [identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com
Thank you!

Date: 2007-04-17 08:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] myownghost.livejournal.com
oh, poignant. clark's disconnected, it seems to me, from what he really feels. it makes me very sad that lex just wanted to see clark again. so painful.

Date: 2007-04-18 04:08 am (UTC)
ext_3572: (lex - villain)
From: [identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com
Yeah, Clark is terribly confused, but figuring it out...

Date: 2007-04-17 09:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tasabian.livejournal.com
Oh, my poor babies! Confused Lex thinking Martha is his Mom just slays me.

Love how sad and urgent this chapter is, with Clark, Martha and Chloe all re-examining their feelings about Lex.

Date: 2007-04-18 04:09 am (UTC)
ext_3572: (lex's evil switch)
From: [identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com
I really am being rather horribly cruel to everyone...! But at least they are re-examining things, even if rather last minute...

Date: 2007-04-17 11:40 pm (UTC)
ext_14768: (clark green eyes itsaslashything)
From: [identity profile] itsaslashything.livejournal.com
Excellent. Truly excellent. You're making me feel the hurt that Clark is feeling...even when he doesn't realize why he's hurting...

Date: 2007-04-18 04:10 am (UTC)
ext_3572: (lex's evil switch)
From: [identity profile] xparrot.livejournal.com
Thank you! At least Clark has figured out that he is hurting, just that revelation took him long enough...!
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