unedited, at 9 AM

[xparrot]

The 9 AM is my bedtime, you see. (oops?) And the unedited is because I don't really want to think about this again, so I'm just putting it up raw, as is...I might read it over for typos later, but I might not. This isn't a real story, it's just something I had to get out of my system. Which I'm posting publicly because I have no shame, also, 9 AM (9:30 now!)

Umm. So I'm an OTPer, and very, very sensitive. Which means I really shouldn't have read friendshipper's recent flashfic, but I did anyway, because I'm also a masochist of the sort who always has to poke a bruise to make sure it still hurts (ow!)

So this is an entirely unauthorized sequel to her story. It's not what she meant her story to be, not by a long shot. Among other things, I pretty much totally sidestep the central threesome of her fic in favor of John and Rodney. It's a fix-it for a fic that isn't supposed to be fixed, that's not intended to be broken.

This story not actually McShep; it's not about destroying what she wrote. But it is changing things, making the chars go my way instead of hers. This still isn't a future I want to see, this is not how I want it to go. And yet I couldn't let it go. So. This. With all my sincere apologies to friendshipper, because it's not her fault I'm an oversensitive OTPing lunatic. Also to gnine and naye (please don't kill me tomorrow? Or today rather?)

nor let it be fearful
PG-13 for language, ~3,400 words
a fic response to Peace I Leave With You by Sholio/Friendshipper

Read it on AO3

Comments

[kristen999.livejournal.com]

I have to go to bed to catch an early flight, but this was beautiful. I don't think I could stand the idea of John drifting apart from his team like that..but I could understand why and you brought them back together in a very realstic, gut twisting way.

Though you scared me with the C-4 thing after a second! Part of me thinks that this could merge into an OT-4 thing because John deserves to be happy too, darn it!

[xparrot.livejournal.com]

Yeah, John drifting, and the team letting him drift, just killed me. So, necessary fix-it. I'm very sensitive! ^^;

(...if I'd let this go any longer it probably would've gone OT4. Or OT6, because why leave Teyla & Kanaan out? Besides, Jennifer would probably appreciate having another girl in the mix!)